Have You Ever Felt

Have you ever felt too overwhelmed?

Too much at the same time and nothing is going swell

Have you ever felt insecure?

Like you have a virus and you can't find the cure

Have you ever felt scared?

Coming to terms with the facts that nobody really cares

Have you ever felt like it's all inevitable?

Like you're problem is inpenatrable?

Have you ever felt ignored?

Feeling the need to be adored

Have you ever felt like a liar?

Knowing that the truth is inside her

Have you ever felt you're not in control?

Preparing the pottery but can't get it to mold

Have you ever felt like your efforts are useless?

Just wanting to scream "screw this" !

Have you ever felt like love has two faces?

Like life has two races

And you don't know which to pick

Have you ever felt like life is poking you with a stick?

Have you ever felt missed?

Friends that truly care are rare and can leave in a blink

Have you ever felt like you have wasted time?

Feeling imprisoned like you commited a crime

Have you ever felt so wierd you can't express it?

Like every single problem is worth stressin

Have you ever felt happy to an extreme?

Hoping this will last and that you'll never wake up from this great dream

Have you ever felt like life ain't what it seems?

Getting used to all the little things

Have you ever felt like she's the one?

But you can't see it being done

Have you ever felt so paranoid?

Broken down and destroyed

have you ever felt like you can make it?

So close to the finish line that you can taste it

Have you ever felt like remembering moments?

Living them again till you start crying and moaning

Have you ever felt you didn't take the time you needed?

Instead of taking it slow, you speeded

Have you ever felt unstoppable?

Nothing can hold you back and that's probable

Have you ever felt like giving up?

Feeling like everything you do sucks

Have you ever felt like it's not over?

Like you can do better if you take it slower 

Have you ever felt anxious and desperate?

Like your goals are never met with

Have you ever felt like love is great

Wishing that every single day was another spectacular date

Have you ever felt like God is the one keeping you together?

He is and recognize Him better

Have you ever felt predictable?

Like maybe you need to quit the bull

Have you ever felt tired?

Working endlessly, hoping not to get fired

Have you ever felt like anybody can read your mind?

Like you're wired

Have you ever felt like a good friend?

Good, make sure it lasts till the end

Have you ever felt like writing all your meanings?

Me too and this is what I'm feeling

Painting A Potrait Of My Chest

I thought I needed to add some swag to this
So I blast through this
And rap a bit
Trippin with my friends and laugh a bit
So many presentations have been made
Damn I swear one day you'll clap a bit
I love nagtive comments on my lyrics
Believe it or not, I need haters, but they don't make me sad a bit
I stay moving
I stay grooving
You don't know my true potential
I'm still late blooming
Still fixing myself up
I'm still in grooming
Making room for myself, I stay rooming
Trust me, I know what I'm doing
Love it when certain people say I changed
I ain't different, I just got a lil more strange
I feel so clutch, I think I'ma shoot long range
But at this stage
It's only time to keep progressing
No need to keep on stressing
But I'm not gonna keep cleaning your messes, naw
Clean-up on aisle 2
I'm asleep in the bread aisle like Asher Roth
My hands burn from flame and you'll be the moth
I'm just being silly and going off
Man I'm so sick, I'll I need is to cough


So happy cause things are looking up
Since my chin is pointed north, I know what's up
Life ain't easy, trust me I know it's rough
That's why to so many people, I am tough
I say that speaking true emotion
I truly write just for the notion
It feels so good just to speak your mind
We don't think alike but thoughts can bind
But in the end, only few will understand
The consequences of a masterminded plan
The journey to the center of a man
Who just ran
But who know is so close to the finish
Who knew I would be in this?
My life has lyrics of his own
Who will have the privelege to sing it?
These lines are as close I can get to a re-encarnation
This is my after-school program
This is my recreation
I don't just spill everything
Things go trhough meditation
I just wish my words could pass through generations
And affect all people, of different stations
Will someone identify themselves to who I am in another nation?
I dunno, maybe this is all overwhelming
The matter is in my own hands, I'm the one benching
Play better and maybe they'll get you to stop benchin'
But until things get to how I want them
I'll stay resting


This is just something to get off my chest
The rest is left for less
I needed to lay somethings to rest
I need to make a new nest
Shield on my heart
You can shoot from outside cause I got a 2-3 defense
People still think I'm clueless
They doubt me from the beggining
Outta the gate with weights is the feeling
Even with all that crap, I'm still speeding
People wanna stop my like cops, but no tickets will I be recieving
In myself I'll keep believing
Cause if I don't, who will?
If I don't try to survive, by who will I be killed?
My cup is overflowing, but has not spilled
Cause that's just what they want
For me to explode
You must not know
How much I've grown
Hard as a rock, heavy as a stone
Leave me if you want, I'll never be alone
Call me when you need me, I'll stay on the phone
Get to know me, you can't go wrong
I'm a complex kid, you can get that from the songs
Things just changed from dusk to dawn
I guess things can change in an instant
Close friends become so distant
Cool girls start bitchin'
Friends make you start wishin
That you never met them in the first place
Cause in the end, they don't want you nowhere near first place
But I always got my game face
Cause when the time comes, you gotta be ready
There will be turbuelence so stay steady
Right foot first, I continue my journey


Outta nowhere, I just grew this
Beats in my head got me bouncin like hustler music
I deserve to get through this
This is just how I do this
N to the A to the I to the L
Everybody keeps selling out, trust me I won't sell
Each time I go down, I re-generate like Cell
A few days ago my name was ringing like a bell
I just dwell
In the thoughts, the words of the stupid
They're just clueless
But I can't lose it
I won't move, I won't budge
God is the only one I'll let judge
Thanks to him is why I don't have one grudge
He keeps my calm and myself together
I just get better, contrary to the weather
Rhymes with value like money, lines with a punch like Mayweather
Straight face like a gray letter
Decietful people, I already read em
I'll just let em
Lose their heads
While I make ammends
To hit one-o on a scale from one to ten

Just The Beginning

From start to present
Things have been so different
From start to finish it has been a true blessing
And I'm so glad that you're in it
From how it started is not normal
Talking about ex's and people you like
And we started talking on the phone that very night
You make me think, you make me laugh
You make me think of the future and forget about the past
This all went by so fast
We both want to take it slow now, but will that really last?
Do we both now for sure that we're made for that?
We're both so different, but that's what makes us great
It's both our feet on the clouds, this is our fate
We both didn't know what to do when our feeling came our way
What will the other think or say?
Confession made us free to lighten eachother's day
Followed by so many, we almost feel famous
We both know that God planned and made this
We both needed someone at the same hour
So many people tried to make this sweet feeling feel sour
But we'll continue to let love be our power
In my heart I will keep you maintained
I'm going crazy over you, call me insane
Insecurity kicks in but that comes with the nerves
I'm a hard-headed kid but I know how to learn
Like I learned to keep you in my head
And how I learned to talk to you before I hit the bed
And how to pay attention to the positive instead
So much confidence was gained in such a short period
This could be something so serious
I bet that no one is believing this
Including me
But thanks to God, I'm the one living it
And you're right beside
Ready for whatever, I know you're ready to ride
We have something great in our hands
We will make our own brand
We'll call it The Love Potion
Being with you feels so good
It's like sitting right next to the ocean
In the night, feeling right
Holding our hands so tight
Let our emotions take flight
You know how I feel about you
There isn't even a doubt
You make me wanna shout
To the world
You're my girl
This is my bond
This is my word
A dream that was never planned
This could be something so good, I know it can
And for those who doubt it, we don't really care
We're the ones in the sky and you can't even get there
Truth is, I'm falling and hard
I do it on purpose just so that I can fall into your arms
Inside jokes and issues that we share
A special place in my heart is what you will always bear
This is just what I'm feeling
And I know this is only the beginning...