Just a conversation brought so many consequences
Just a couple of lies to be your defences
I made my decision knowing that at some point I would be repenting
And that just hearing your voice would sting and affect me
Everyday I hear another thing I was never told
Damn I never knew you were that cold
Not acting your age
I guess your not that old
A loving girl who does what she means
I guess that's not your mold
I bet your rich from all the lies you've sold
Yet I stay bold
I should have defended my interior like a 2-3 zone
But I guess your plan was always to pick and roll
I gave you all my hands but you stuck to fold
I admit it, she got me low
And the I got sad a little bit more
But that memory is out the door
Because the thing she doesn't know
// I'm still happy
I'm still me
I'll keep my head up
I feel free //
No longer attached to sadness
No longer a product of some madness
My days won't be based on this
My days will be based on bliss
And even though your missed
There are things higher on the list
Than you
Trust me I'll be on the move
Thanks for changing my mood
I continue to grow
// 'Cause she doesn't know //
You have a piece of my heart
I don't have anything cuz I didnt get anything to start
Gave my all
Gave my soul
It just made me fall
And it devoured me whole
One thing's for sure
I lost trust in a lot of things
Specially what love can bring
Pay more attention to the lyrics she says
Instead of the song she'll sing
But moving on
I should stay positive instead of naming things that were done wrong
Things were great, but was it worth it all along?
It still pokes my heart everytime she speaks
Knowing that because of her I shed tears and had my weeps
Because of it all, I had the worst week
Because of my stupidness, I kept on in my sleep
Instead of waking up from that nightmare
The exit was right there
No, it was not fair
But life isn't and neither is love
Trust me the journey was rough
Thank God I screamed enough
That got me sad a couple of days
She got me mad in a couple of ways
Rumors crossed through a couple of grades
It ended and I got to a couple of lows
Days were so sad and so slow
Disspointment was bestowed
But the thing she doesn't know...
// I'm still happy
I'm still me
I'll keep my head up
I feel free //
No longer attached to sadness
No longer a product of some madness
My days won't be based on this
My days will be based on bliss
And even though your missed
There are things higher on the list
Than you
Trust me I'll be on the move
Thanks for changing my mood
I continue to grow
// 'Cause she doesn't know //
Just as quick as she came
She was gone
As quickly as we exchanged more than names
Sunrise turned to dawn
In the blink of an eye
I was asking why?
What wasn't that I didn't provide?
What was it that I didn't do right?
Questions of the past
Right now, I really don't give a rat's ass
Truth is I wouldn't take anything back
Even though my heart suffered a crack
I met someone who made things clearer
I need to pay attention to the man in the mirror
Just when I thought my surroundings couldn't get weirder
Living in my own enviroment where the tempature is low
Taking everything slow
As I continue to grow
But shhhh she doesn't know....
