A Verse About Nothing

This has to be the first time I'm actually speechless
Wanting to say what I think, I need to speak this
But your the last person who should see this
And in the future, the last person to hear this
I still stand tall, believe this
Can't deny it, she is missed
But I really didn't need this
Even when I saw all the signs, I went through it
I should have known, better yet, I knew it
But I kept on going, so stupid
So many things told me : "don't do it"
Yet I ignored all that was said
Laid in my bed
Just to see you the next morning
So many emotions were storming
A new event was forming
I didn't regret anything but how it went down
We all started with a smile
Yet somehow everybody ended with a frown
Almost lost someone I never wanted to
It was all sorta because of you
But I take the blame as well, I'm not perfect
But I don't think anyone deserved it
The whole situation was overcooked and nobody turned it
Still, the memory stays cause nobody has burned it
It's still engraved in all our heads and for that I give thanks
Because I grew more than over deposited banks
Because lessons were learned
One of them was is always to me remembered
If the pieces aren't in place, don't be the one to put them
And don't fix something that is destined to be broken
But its all good know, we're all better
I never regret writing this letter
I know that to someone, she will be special
And many people are glad that they met her
As for me, I'm still searching
Being careful so I dont keep burning.