Friday, August 7, 2009

Who Am I to You?

I'm so tired of having to deal with this feeling every day
You're still stuck on the same, person, same thing, same date
Looks like she doesn't miss me, but I miss her
She needs to break rope and I got the scissors
I wish she would accept her future and let go of what's behind
Stop looking back and search for something new to find
Stop acting like you don't care, together we can be one of a kind
But damn, you never get the point even when I show you the direction
I text you all about it, but you never get the message
Keep sneezing insecurity with no one to bless it
Keep waiting for me to clean up your past messes
I can't take anymore whining, no more fesses
You hold so much inside, I just wish you would confess it
You could ace this, but you never test it
Why you actin like I'm not here?
If you feel comfortable with me, then what's the fear?
You give too much static, so talk clear
As it stands, it ain't going for the best
You wanna play this game so badly, but you don't try to get off the bench
You did one thing wrong, but you haven't tried since
This doesn't make any sense
But I'll just keep swinging for the fence
And hope for the best in advance
The door is open, this is the chance

/// I try ///
/// But why? ///
/// Who am I? ///
Who am I to you?
Who am I to you?

Who am I to you?
Number one or number two?
The smart one or the fool?
Am I good for you?
Am I just to be used?
So many questions to ask you
But I know the answers
So why do I bother?
I just need you to be sincere for a while
Are my efforts working or am I wasting my time?
I'm in for whatever is in store, but I'm tired of making this line
It's so weird how you keep saying how you feel
But when it's time to act, you never keep it real
It's almost like you're mocking me
And mistaking my words for hypocrisy
I'm fighting against this wall, waiting for it to tumble
Just to get to you, but I continue to stumble
And lose my ways, but your the one who makes me fumble
Is it destined to progress?
Or is this an eternal test?


/// I try ///
/// But why? ///
/// Who am I? ///
Who am I to you?
Who am I to you?


Moving mountains has never been my specialty
It keeps getting harder for me
Situations keep popping up
It's almost like misery never gets enough
It's so tough when you act so rough
Just show what's behind the curtain
And take away this hurtin
If you're gonna keep on, just leave
This is not where I wanna be
I've witnessed a lot, but this is something my eyes don't wanna continue to see
Let this be for a limited time with no fee
Let go of these ropes so I can breath
Please just let me free
Just let me free....



/// I try ///
/// But why? ///
/// Who am I? ///
Who am I to you?
Who am I to you?

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