Circumstances

Love seems so little and circumstances so big
Stuck in a hole that was never meant to dig
The irony of situations is huge, go fig'
But there is no room for sarcasm in what I go through
This is so serious like bad news
Cause you and I never got to be two
And a fairytale lie never had a chance to be true
This situation kept getting old and nothing ever came to be new
I tried so hard but now there's nothing left to do
I'm still confused
Like a dumb blond, ain't got no clue
My heart hurts, the red is turning blue
Decisions weren't made by us, life had to choose
Now because of its choose, we just gotta move
Act like winners, even though we both lose
But better off lost than having somebody else give you directions
I still have goals, still got objectives
Even though we won't see each other, I swear we'll stay connected
Even though everyone involved in some way is affected
Some okay, some worse, some just plain bad
But I won't forget all the moments we had


Friends, foes
Who cares, who knows?
Started so up, ended so low
I try not to pay it attention anymore
I'm just waiting to see what's in store
A shopping bag in hand but I won't let my heart be on sale again
Time to choose who is who
Who is a person I know and who's my true friend
So many people made of rubber
Just meant to bend
I can't believe it got this far, that's not cool
Keeping myself from crying in the first hour of school
I'm outta the shed, no longer will I be a tool
F..k anyone who still thinks I'm a fool
I'm not the one who's wearing masks dude!
So long I have held my words
Looking at my families lives and worlds
As there emotions crumble
No longer will I let them get hurt
No more smiling at hypocrites, not even a smirk
Just keep to your lurk
While I keep to my work

I just wanna scream
I just wanna leave
I just wanna be, I just wanna be
I just wanna be free
Free from this and may it not happen again
I'll try to keep my head up and make advances
Because these are just circumstances...