I speak what I feel, I feel what I write
I write what I think, so it all comes from inside
In between your eyelids, I fly this
Something no one else can have, no way to buy this
Results may vary, so don't try this
Rumors don't hurt cause like I said before " It's All Gossip"
And all I hear is nonsense
Why would I even respond this?
Or even think for a reply
I don't give my time to lies
So, as I continue my journey to the center of my being
I get stuck in a place where I even stop breathing
But I can't get the courage to begin leaving
I've come too far, it's been too long
I can't give up, that would be wrong
I look deep inside of myself and manage to recieve
A blessing from a place I cannot see
It's all imagination but the mind can be dangerous
A situation let off the leash, I didn't train this
I'm left with two options, look back or move foward
I follow neither
Because both will leave me with a new bother for tomorrow
And I promised myself there will be no more sorrow
So I stay put and a night comes where it all comes together
The pain, the waiting, it all got better
But what there is still much to follow....
A new beginning processed and retreiving
A new perspective, a new way of seeing
Free to begin breathing
Once more I begin the journey to the center of my being
Here we go again, the journey is long
Do not disturb, I am so far gone
Not meant to steal a title from Drake
But I'm searching with such a lust for life
Have you ever wondered why I love to be alone and secure?
There's times where you can't trust anyone to even sit with you
These times are rough as stone
It's almost as if I can only trust myself and God
Which is why I like to be alone
I search myself and forget about my problems and issues
So many times I have been used
I guess this is just an after-affect
We'll see how it ends after this
If it ends in happy bliss
Or will I again miss...
Positive fights against negative on a daily basis
This is Joshua Vazquez 101, these are just the basics
There is so much more than meets your pupil
I'm on a mission to be super duper
But I continue to slip like bloopers
I get up and walk towards my goal
Until I fill this gap, this hole
Emotions continue to be stored
My face says I'm bored, my words say so much more
I learn from mistakes, but I stick myself in a bubble
Fear is produced from the thought of it repeating itself
This is all mental
But I can't ignore it, it is so sentimental
I know and believe everything in life has a purpose
But almost every person who enters my life tries to destroy it
So at the end of it all they are worthless
I know I'm worth this
That's why I keep on searching...
A new beginning processed and retreiving
A new perspective, a new way of seeing
Free to begin breathing
Once more I begin the journey to the center of my being
I learned a while back that not everyone has the same vision
Not everyone is prone to bitchin'
Not everybody is meant to be wishing
Words are meant to be handeled wisely
That's why I know God is why
I'm still alive
I've been through so many things
I've been saved so many times
I need an outlet
That's why I write so many rhymes
Which is why I take the time to sleep in my mind
This is where I find
Such a stress, I need a place to unwind
I don't care what people think about me for one simple fact
They don't know crap
Led by their own opinion, they keep believing
How can you think you know me when I don't even know me completely?
This is why I continue this journey
So one day, I will recognize myself entirely
And erase everyone and everything that is tiring me
// A new beginning processed and retreiving
A new perspective, a new way of seeing
Free to begin breathing
Once more I begin the journey to the center of my being //
I write what I think, so it all comes from inside
In between your eyelids, I fly this
Something no one else can have, no way to buy this
Results may vary, so don't try this
Rumors don't hurt cause like I said before " It's All Gossip"
And all I hear is nonsense
Why would I even respond this?
Or even think for a reply
I don't give my time to lies
So, as I continue my journey to the center of my being
I get stuck in a place where I even stop breathing
But I can't get the courage to begin leaving
I've come too far, it's been too long
I can't give up, that would be wrong
I look deep inside of myself and manage to recieve
A blessing from a place I cannot see
It's all imagination but the mind can be dangerous
A situation let off the leash, I didn't train this
I'm left with two options, look back or move foward
I follow neither
Because both will leave me with a new bother for tomorrow
And I promised myself there will be no more sorrow
So I stay put and a night comes where it all comes together
The pain, the waiting, it all got better
But what there is still much to follow....
A new beginning processed and retreiving
A new perspective, a new way of seeing
Free to begin breathing
Once more I begin the journey to the center of my being
Here we go again, the journey is long
Do not disturb, I am so far gone
Not meant to steal a title from Drake
But I'm searching with such a lust for life
Have you ever wondered why I love to be alone and secure?
There's times where you can't trust anyone to even sit with you
These times are rough as stone
It's almost as if I can only trust myself and God
Which is why I like to be alone
I search myself and forget about my problems and issues
So many times I have been used
I guess this is just an after-affect
We'll see how it ends after this
If it ends in happy bliss
Or will I again miss...
Positive fights against negative on a daily basis
This is Joshua Vazquez 101, these are just the basics
There is so much more than meets your pupil
I'm on a mission to be super duper
But I continue to slip like bloopers
I get up and walk towards my goal
Until I fill this gap, this hole
Emotions continue to be stored
My face says I'm bored, my words say so much more
I learn from mistakes, but I stick myself in a bubble
Fear is produced from the thought of it repeating itself
This is all mental
But I can't ignore it, it is so sentimental
I know and believe everything in life has a purpose
But almost every person who enters my life tries to destroy it
So at the end of it all they are worthless
I know I'm worth this
That's why I keep on searching...
A new beginning processed and retreiving
A new perspective, a new way of seeing
Free to begin breathing
Once more I begin the journey to the center of my being
I learned a while back that not everyone has the same vision
Not everyone is prone to bitchin'
Not everybody is meant to be wishing
Words are meant to be handeled wisely
That's why I know God is why
I'm still alive
I've been through so many things
I've been saved so many times
I need an outlet
That's why I write so many rhymes
Which is why I take the time to sleep in my mind
This is where I find
Such a stress, I need a place to unwind
I don't care what people think about me for one simple fact
They don't know crap
Led by their own opinion, they keep believing
How can you think you know me when I don't even know me completely?
This is why I continue this journey
So one day, I will recognize myself entirely
And erase everyone and everything that is tiring me
// A new beginning processed and retreiving
A new perspective, a new way of seeing
Free to begin breathing
Once more I begin the journey to the center of my being //
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