A Verse Dedicated To Someone Who Can't Read It III (The Final)

How did this happen so fast?
Everything we could have been is now in the past
All the times we had...such a blast
Every time we cried, every time we laughed
Like a short breeze, it just passed
Now I think about what might have been our future
Thinking if I would have won or turned out a loser?
Why did God have to choose her?
Why not someone I could be happy with for a long time?
Instead of composing these verses rhyme by rhyme
But this is my final dedication
A goodbye note sent from wherever will be my final destination
This is composed by what I make as private information
From a light-hearted station
A process that was meant for a beautiful creation
Now it will remain slayed
Our vision will be limited and that's how it'll stay
At least for now
I wish to have it all over and for that I pray
I have to admit that my emotions did fade
But out of my mind you never escaped
I'm sorry that it had to end up this way
But life's a female dog
And it sucks that we tried for so long
And it sucks after all the songs
But everything comes out when the light switch is on
Another verse extended to your being
Since this is all I have because you is someone I won't be seeing
But love is something I will keep believing
And trust me that your affection I will still be feeling
I'll smile every time you'll pop into my head
And get sad, knowing that I have to look ahead
But that's all in a lifetime's work
And for what it's worth
I care so much about you
And I'll never forget
On that you can bet...